[She doesn't have answers for him but she understands how lost he might feel. She can't tell him where to go but she can hold a light while he finds his way.]
[terra..... she really was someone that had stuck by him, even after all that he had done. he loved it, he adored the killing and the murders, but he also... didn't want to be left alone. if he had his master he could just serve her forever... but now she was gone.
but he still had terra.
battler just stared down at her before he grabbed her hand, now pulling her along with him. he went and sat down on one of the seats in the greenhouse, and he tugged her along.]
Sit on my lap. [there, now he was being more intimate again, and he wasn't denying her anymore.]
[Terra is surprised when Battler grabs her hand. She follows along with him and at his command sits on his lap with her legs off to the side. Her hands rest lightly around his shoulders, her eyes looking questionably into his.]
Is everything okay?
[She whispers the words softly, her breath catching slightly in her throat.]
[She wishes he'd stop a lot of his tendencies, that he'd never hurt anyone because then he wouldn't need to hide at night but that is just wishful thinking and she knows that.]
[he could never stop, it was apart of him. he just wanted to hurt, to kill... he craved it. even so, because of terra he felt as though he was starting to crave her instead.]
I wonder.... if they would ever allow me to be out during the day. [the people that want him dead and captured, of course.]
[true, definitely true. he would do it all again if he could, it was just so much fun, but... he did want to spend a lot of his time with terra as well.]
I wonder, if I let them all kill me for their... revenge, if that would make their anger stop. It's frustrating- I want to be with you during the days as well.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
greenmagick
no subject
...What... makes you say that?
no subject
[She doesn't have answers for him but she understands how lost he might feel. She can't tell him where to go but she can hold a light while he finds his way.]
no subject
but he still had terra.
battler just stared down at her before he grabbed her hand, now pulling her along with him. he went and sat down on one of the seats in the greenhouse, and he tugged her along.]
Sit on my lap. [there, now he was being more intimate again, and he wasn't denying her anymore.]
no subject
Is everything okay?
[She whispers the words softly, her breath catching slightly in her throat.]
Battler?
no subject
[battler looked up at her, his hand at the small of her back in order to steady her on his lap.]
That I am not alone, just as you said.... that I have you by my side.
no subject
You do...
[There are no plans for that to change.]
no subject
[now he is just curious.]
no subject
[She wishes he'd stop a lot of his tendencies, that he'd never hurt anyone because then he wouldn't need to hide at night but that is just wishful thinking and she knows that.]
no subject
I wonder.... if they would ever allow me to be out during the day. [the people that want him dead and captured, of course.]
no subject
[Terra's eyes glance away though she stays close to him, positioned on his lap.]
A lot of people are still very upset.
no subject
[true, definitely true. he would do it all again if he could, it was just so much fun, but... he did want to spend a lot of his time with terra as well.]
I wonder, if I let them all kill me for their... revenge, if that would make their anger stop. It's frustrating- I want to be with you during the days as well.
no subject
[Killing isn't a permanent solution in Genessia and Terra doubts that it'll quench peoples ire.]
I don't want to watch you die.
no subject
I wouldn't die... not that easily. They cannot harm me... do not worry about that.
no subject
[She exhales a slow breath.]
I'm so tired of fighting.
[Terra shifts her weight so that she's able to rest her head against Battlers shoulder.]
no subject
But you're so strong.... you truly do not enjoy fighting at all...? [he was genuinely asking.]
no subject
[She answers in a small voice, the truth of her statement in both her tone and her demeanor.]
I don't- I rarely change to my other form Battler. I don't know how to control it. If I use my magic to much it can come out and I can't stop it.